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[Apr. 21st, 2005|06:55 pm] |
if your reading this...IM NOT USIGN THIS ONE ANYMORE..
disasterpeice-4
is my one |
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[Apr. 20th, 2005|07:19 pm] |
new lj name
disasterpeice_4
when ua dd me ill add u on the lj name |
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[Apr. 18th, 2005|07:19 pm] |
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| |  awsomeness | ] |
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| | Lamb of god | ] |
ytoday fuckgin rocked out fuckign loud
hr-sci- had to readmit.....hhah SKIRT DUDE ...ahaha lckers was hilarious..and sick..cuz of somthgin..ashley knows.hahhaha
french- wow...hmmm...talked to tony
art- i love taoling to brittnay and ahsley at same time..haha lfted up ashley skirt while she wanst looking....talked to britt about how sum1 wnats to kill me...dude ahs and brit had on best shirts ever
batman and elmo
study hall---found somthign out..hmm was mad....but..ahha had a inside joke to cheer me up...but yeha im fines.....DOTN DO IT AGAIAN
math.... *me talkgin to ashley real quick*
miss godard- THOAMS stop tlakgin toa shleya nd do your wrk..and keep your hands to yuorself
me- okay sorry shesh....and my hadn are to myself *puts hand oin knees*
miss godard- dotn argue with me tom
tom..i mean me..woops haha- im not
miss g- well keepy uor hands toy uorself
me- did!! i went liekt his *did hand motion*
later....jake-toms gay
me- *turns around* no im not ahha!!
miss g- TOM do yuor work and stop talkgin to jake
me- i am he told em somthing
missg- i dotn care
me- *says in mest voice* well i do
haha great
lunch- ppft./..heard chris..wow that kid has some issues..wow....like..i didnt do fuckgin shit ...wow..taht kids gay..if u ay pantera isnt good..he will kill you..wow that kids gay..he wlasy does gaya ss stuff to impress girls..it doesnt work...then like...ehh..
HAVE THE FREKAIGN CALCULATOR!!!
s.s.- okays.....boring
ela- fun....i suppse..sorda boring..but sitll funa nd shit
hr- haha intersetsing...compared stomachs..IM FAT..haha and ugly....well i think i am..ha....interesting./...talked with ashley..hehe..tryed liftign up her skirt..like i did the whole day......and rub her leg...(long story).....why do gitrls all shave their legs? i dotn get it....like..well..i sorda do...
haha i noticed somthgint oday..and it was very plesent
well todys goign good
lsitened to sum 41...bored..seya
BRITTANY'S COMP CRASHED..OOHHHH NOOO |
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[Apr. 17th, 2005|08:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | great | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Slipknot people=shit live (NEW DELUXE VOL 3 OUT NOW) | ] |
today..got really really really good...and only one awsome fuckign person knwos why |
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| whatevr happened to teh yound mans heart...swallowed by pain as he slowly fell apart.. |
[Apr. 16th, 2005|01:37 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | ShineDown | ] |
watched bill and te AWSOME adventure......
king"send tehm to the iron maiden"
bill and ted " SWEET *plays air gutair"
king"and exacute them"
ted" that is so not triumphant"
if your freakign retarted iron madien is one of best emtal bands ever so yeha atshtw hy theys aid sweet..lol
et shit on fire..amd huge mess..hahaha....melted shit
playd dynasty warriors
did....dunks on net..aha using a crate
and now..i dont know.......i just feel like the shtring is thien and about to brea tof all to teh doom that lays beneth and within
listnign to shiendown...45 then simple man..over and over
its ..sorda helping me..in a weird way
im stil...really..ust....hurt..and sad..wish non of this was happaning..
if u dotn know what simplan was....or who orininaly did it.....wow...
i ahte peopel who think they are rock..and like oh im so punk or rock and i vloe eld zeplin..really? who did simple man....uhh i unno
pft...i hate like the girls..who sya they are rock..and have the flower power rock on thigns..and lsiten to emo and like...sorry ..cuz i ahng with alot of hese people..it just eratates me...cuz alot of thes epoepel dotn know who LYNARD SKYNERD is or DEEP PURPLE or THE WHO or STEVE MILLER or ERIC CLAPTON
or ANYONE whos like the old orginal rock people...ims oryr..but i ahve memoried over like 8 years of in my mom shitty smoke smellign catty car ive memorized every old fuckgin rock sogn ever made...and i have alot of lvoe and respct for it...and taht chickw as wearign that led zeplin shrt like tursdday...as a fsion sttement..oh ho.......wow..i got a little wierded out and mad...cuz ASHLLE SIMPSON wore one..fpft
whatverers....im boired...gotta get rady for john's party....well..seya peopel..later.....and yeha im gunna tyr to cheer up... |
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[Apr. 15th, 2005|09:57 pm] |
spinningplates94: i dont care.
spinningplates94 returned at 9:55:25 PM.
PennyroyalTea316: ?
PennyroyalTea316: huh
spinningplates94: ??????
PennyroyalTea316: whats wrong?
spinningplates94: i dont care.
PennyroyalTea316: what the mnatter?
PennyroyalTea316: marrisa?
PennyroyalTea316: marrisa?
PennyroyalTea316: are you okay?
spinningplates94: im fine
spinningplates94: youre not
spinningplates94: go kill yourself.
PennyroyalTea316: wow
well now im crying.....wow marrisa thanks..thanks alot
spinningplates94: youre annoying
spinningplates94: bother someone else.
wow
oim really gunna killfl now
evryone just fuckgin hates me and betrays me...wow...
im rwally just gunna kill myself now
all my freinds are ditching me..im so confused
im just gunnago die....now..
and yeha im crying badly now...
cuz evryone hates me
im lsoign frinds
my moms dying
im a horrible person
ashley doesnt even wnat to talk to me
im a fucking lsoer
a misfit
who should die
im just gunna take the razor to my wrist
and its gunna be over now.....i just want to eb so bad
i eman ahsley doesnt wnat to talk
marrisa hates me
i hurt people
im a loser
im a bother
and peopel i trust betray me...and it should be over now
ima poser
a loser
and im gunna die....and its gunna be all over
and evrvy ones gunna be happy im dead
ive messed up evryones lifes
and...i ...cnat take it,...iw asnt meant to be
i...it ..im not menat too be
and im serious......i really wnat to die
and i think im gunna kill myself
imn a wimp
a loser
a misfit
a fuckigna ss hole
a maggot
useless
worthless
and i hope..evryone whos hurt me is happy
i hope..they are happy...thast im just gunna kill myself...i hope they are really fuckign happy ok
and ive never been so serious in my life
and i dotn have any future
and theres razors with my name on them downstairs
and the floor is marked for my blood
chelsea the only one that imed me to stop me..thanks chelsea
you may all think im not seriosu.....but i am
im tryign to think of what tehre is to life for..nothing
ashley is so mad at me she wotn talk to em forever
and im ugly
stupid
foolish
retarted
anda mistake
and chelsea's acually helping me...thanks
but it..i dotn know
i make evryone sad...and id otn deserve to live any more
okay..and i may be really fuckign over drmati or whatevr but .....this is really what i think
and this is the second time ima bout to kill myself in 2 days...
and....it feels right....and tehre no one here sep chealsea.....
i dotn know.....kids..i may not be alright..so whatever....
ims orry for messing up ally uor lifes |
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[Apr. 15th, 2005|05:36 pm] |
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mack tells me people were worried and asking if i killed myself...it sorda feels good..cuz ..people care.....i unno...i sorda feel..i dotnf eel like one person for some reason...i feel bad....yeah....weell...im guna split...seya people |
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[Apr. 15th, 2005|05:05 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Shinedown | ] |
i really dont know what i did...okay....i messed up ....by being a ood person....and yeah....and..i unno..ashleuy proelbey is pissed at me..whatever i dotn knright now and ive got otehr thgins too
like som one stole my luckey basketball that ive had for 7 years.....yeah
i got the shinedown cd cuz my mom got a cd for me...so i wnated distillers but tehy didnt have oit so i got shinedown so eah..lol
so yeha..im just sittign here..sorda feeling bad..i unno...hoesnlty ths is ashley's fault for why she acted like how she did....wgich was bitchish selfish and not right...and ungrateful
and she said sorry...but yeh....i dont know ahsley..just answer ur email.a.nd we shall talk later
bored out of wits...gunnado somthgin seya |
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[Apr. 15th, 2005|09:20 am] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | nothgin...was nirvana..tryign shinedown | ] |
i missed schoo...im "sick"
well im pretending to be
cuz yeah
i didnt want to go to school
marrissa oesnt go..so im talkigj to her now....
about nirvana why im sad and she sais its ashley's fault if she ditches me and i dotn forgive her......cuz yeha that was a bitchey move....all i did was try to help..and she takes chri'es side then lies to him? wow ahsley....yeah youve changed and i dotn know you any mroe...
im really down right now
not like suicidle..not any mroe today..just..that nirvana sord FEELING...no one would know that gfeelign sep me brit and marrisa
i typ to fast
type***
my bad
i had to take this beptmo bismal shit..i almost puked..its horrible
i dont ever feel like goign to school
nirvana's helping me
kurt cobain= spiriatal healing ina way no other band cane weild a fucked up person abck to peices
theres a black...brius on hand from yesterday..i threw the chair...screamed nd just stared pounding my hand on the ground over over and over untill i couldnt bear it
i dont know right now...i dotn wnat to think about my mom dying..or chris...or ashley
chris was liek "come to cloverbank now your gunan die" im like no i know ill get my ass kciked but hwtas the point all i did was stand up for ashley..then ashley says shut up whyd u do that..and blocks me...wow...when i sacrificed posibley my own health for her? wow ahsley....then u lie to chris and then go to crwford whom you hate ? wow ahsley......i hope you have alot of fuckign fun with chris cuz u really fukign hurt me....and this time im not kding.....you really really hurt me.....
i relaly wnat to thank amy brittany ans marrisa...they helped me alot....cuz yestersay i really would have killed myself wihtout them..and im not some fuckign retard who says it for attention i was realy gunan do it.....and missy yeha missy helped alots too
Nirava~~~~~dumb
I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb
or maybe just happy
Think I'm just happy
MY HEART IS BROKE
BUT I HAVE SOME GLUE
SO HELP ME INHALE
And mend it with you
We'll float around
And hang out on clouds
Then we'll come down
And have a hangover... have a hangover
Skin the sun
Fall asleep
Wish away
The soul is cheap
Lesson learned
Wish me luck
Soothe the burn
Wake me up
I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb
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im gunna see i i cant download some shinedown..
yay
they have 45.
greta song..i want simple man ho too..but this works just as good
awsome lyroics for shinedows 45.
awsome band
it has to load tho cuz its a vidio
yess its playing
ahh its not working..work work work work pleaseee
damn...
i shall check on luanch cast
well im gunna see if simple man works on launchcast...hopefully
im bored....hmmm
whatever...
guna go nows...seya |
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[Apr. 14th, 2005|07:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | Linkin pArk | ] |
im listnign to limp bizkit..cuz i fell like it
i wnat my hair dye
and i wnat the distilelrs cd and the old limb bizkit one
now linkin park...breakign the habbit
one of favorite sogns ever...uir makes me feel better
nopw im lsitning to the soign i can rap
linkin park is helping me feel better..but yeha thanks alot brittany marrissa and amy
you gusy helped lots
i had to go to couclers...fun..pft...sw sincere..then jake...talked to them
HEAR ME OTU NOW YOUR GUNNA LSITEN TO ME RIGHT NOWWW
i cant feel teh wya i did befor dotn turn your back on me I WOTN BE IGGNNNOORRRED
blah,...found mountain dew....bored...gunna do thigns..played basketball
tj called...i todl him evrythigbn thast wrong..an..wow..he was...shocked..he could barely talk.....cuz
my moms dying
her hearts already half cloated
she cant gain any weight
if she smokes shes gunna die faster
she cant eat any unhealthy food
even tho she hs a deisies so she cant gain any wieght
and...shes gotta stop smokign..now
or shes gunna die
or get heart deisies or lung caer
and i mays ay i dotn..but i love her
and..b4 music today..is at in bathroom and cried
and in lunch
and in s.s
and yeha..i did cry..but..i dotn care....what woudl you do fi your mom was dying and all the shit tahsthappaning to me......
and..now..im..i dont know....iv been makign tons of private comments....and yeha..i amde one eirlier that amde me feel good...sorda..i unno...if your readign this rread the private oena shley.....cuz i thinky uo should
yeah...i was about to cry when iw as tellign tj.....
im beign nice to her...but..heosnlty..im cryign alot..latley for obviosu reason....and wihtout some of the peopel in my lfie..id illed myself ....somtime this week...
or today
marrisaa tol me if i did..alot of peopel woudlr eally eally miss me..it amde me feel better...
nothgin to say..seya |
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